gchat-99-day3-part2 Host: Con99, Orb: GCHAT, Started: 9/5/99 15:22:04 PM
gchat-99-day3-part2 Beginning New Godd WebCam Chat Con99 Welcome to the Attention Power Covention 1999. Con99 The LRS workshop is now completed. How to use an construct malas are being presented. Con99 Break time now. The next meeting will begin in approximately 30 minues. Con99 minutes Con99 hi, this is pe, i will be doing the transcribing for this next workshop Con99 right now peole are milling about and selecting items for the auction, Con99 and also getting their malas invoiced Con99 several groups of folks are looking at art, ceramics, notecards and other items for the auction Godd ..kev .. entered as a ..PLAYER kev hi Con99 hi kev just checking in Con99 great kev lag??? Con99 no i am talking also kev ok fine kev sorry Con99 np [ga] hi, thanks for the lrs workshop pe, attended at website Con99 you are very welcome Con99 so glad to see you here Con99 just getting ready for the dream workshop with Meg Con99 people are starting to sit in their seats Con99 the music has been turned off Con99 meg is getting up to the microphone Con99 begginning the dream workshop Con99 we are talking about the dream state that occurs at night Con99 when we go to sleep Con99 altho there is so overlap Con99 between this and the walking sleep Con99 since this is a conv. about attention power Con99 we can look at the dream state from that pt. of view Con99 it is a shifting from where we have our attention Con99 from where we have in the daytime Con99 there is really nothing different Con99 between what is happening Con99 but it is a diff. with were we have our attention Con99 if i was to lie down here and go to sleep Con99 all the walls and everything would be the same Con99 but my attention would be elsewhere Con99 sometime the attention is on the physical body Con99 but in a different way Con99 we don't notice a lot of what is going on in the body during the daytime state Con99 which wouldn't be noticed Con99 but at nightime in the dream state Con99 we mightget information Con99 one woman told the sotry of a dream Con99 where she had a fire in the basement Con99 and it turns out she had a bladder infection Con99 which she wasn't aware of except through the dream Con99 so i will work for a moment with attention Con99 let's remember that the dream state Con99 is going on all the time Con99 even thou our attention isn't on it Con99 same as at night when we are dreaming Con99 everything is still going on Con99 so we are going to do a little ex. with placing attention Con99 everybody place your attention on this corner where the two screens meet Con99 just hold your attention there for a moment Con99 ok, now let's move the attention to the physical body and the sensations going on in the physical body Con99 now let's move our attention to the thoughts proceeding in the mind Con99 ok, now let's place our attention on the room, the physcial surroundings, the objects Con99 the people, everything that's in the room Con99 and now let's focus our attention back on this corner Con99 ok, now let's direct our attention to the dream life that is proceeding at this time Con99 the dreams that are going on now Con99 ok, let's now place our attention on the sounds in the room Con99 and let's place our attention back on the dream life Con99 let's now place our attention back on this corner... Con99 now let's place our attention on the bardos and the life that's proceeding in the bardos... Con99 now let's place our attention back on this room... Con99 let's place our attention on thebody and it's sensations... Con99 now let's place our attention on the emotions, the emotional body... Con99 ok, now let's place our attention on this room, and the events in this room... Con99 alright thank you. Con99 now, i'd like to ask when you were placing your attention on the dream state Con99 how many people experienced that as similiar as to when you placed it on the bardo state Con99 how many people experienced the bardo state as similiar to this room? Con99 ej has often stated that the bardos re always proceeding. Con99 the experience you have in dreams Con99 as an indicator of what your experience is in the bardos Con99 so, when i orifinally started the online dream workshops Con99 i wanted to pass on some ideas that ej gave us during a certain time period Con99 weused each night as a death, Con99 every evening we whould do a reading for our self Con99 every morning we a guiding ceremony Con99 for taking in a new life Con99 then a christiening like comeing into a new life Con99 every night we would go back into the bardos each night Con99 if anyone is interested in toding this Con99 you can do a reading for yourself each night Con99 from the american book of the dead Con99 the position you can use for this Con99 is the corpse position Con99 with feet in front of you, Con99 and the arms outstretched to the sides Con99 using this position is better thanb a more comfortab le position Con99 or you can use the sleeping lion position Con99 today we are going to work with this Con99 with the excersice and doing the clear light Con99 we are going to do that on some mats i have over here Con99 if you have a mattress please use it Con99 short, please use a shrot one Con99 if you have a copy of the clear light proayer Con99 bring it over there with you Con99 (people are laying their mats on the floor) Con99 adopt a position that will work for you Con99 first we are going to read the clear light prayer Con99 so sit up for that Con99 so, 20 minutes once we actually get into the exercise Con99 after i ring the gong Con99 which is supowedly the ideal time Con99 to have the clear light and tune into that Con99 that's the time we'll work with Con99 when you hear the gong to come out of it Con99 come back slowly Con99 don't rush to begin talking and interacting with people Con99 you can walk around, or stay seated, Con99 or you can write anything Con99 then i will ring another bell, for the end of the class Con99 so first ring a bell for clear light pryaer Con99 we will read for 3 times, Con99 then do relaxed brething Con99 then we will begin the meditation Con99 confronting the clear light Con99 now, i am experienceing the clear light of objective reality, Con99 nothing is happening, nothing ever has happened Con99 or ever will happen. Con99 my present sence of self, the voyager is in reality the clear light. Con99 (each person sitting up and reading clear light prayer for themself)... Con99 my present sense of self, the vo is in reality the void iteslef Con99 having no qualities or characteristics. Con99 I remember myself as the voyager, whose deepsest nature is the clear light itself. Con99 I am one, there is no other, Con99 I am the voidness of the voide, Con99 the eternal unborn, the uncreated, neither real nor unreal. Con99 All that i have been conscious of is my own play of consciousness, Con99 a dance of light the swirling patterns of light, Con99 in infinite extension, endless endlessnes, the absolute Con99 beyond change existence reality Con99 i , the voyager am inseparable form the clear light Con99 i cannot be born, die exist or change Con99 i know now that this is my true nature Con99 ok Con99 now, we are in the corpse position Con99 put your arms downs at your sides Con99 relax Con99 now, tense up your body from your toes to your head Con99 tense up, hold your breath Con99 and then breath out and relax Con99 let all the tension go out Con99 breathing through the nose, inhale Con99 and expand only the abdomene Con99 deep abdominal breathing Con99 exhale and contract the abdomen Con99 exhale and continue Con99 ... Con99 ok, now, breathing into the center, Con99 expand only the diaphragn and the rib cage Con99 breath into the center part of your body Con99 slowly exhale and continue Con99 ... Con99 alright, Con99 now inhale in through the upper chest Con99 breath only into the upper chest Con99 inhale, exhale Con99 expand the shoulders and upper chest Con99 continue... Con99 ok, Con99 now we will combing the 3 breaths Con99 inhale into the lower abdomen Con99 when it is full of air Con99 continue inhaling into the middle of the torse Con99 when that is full continue inhalling into the chest Con99 to exhale do it in the same order Con99 exhale from the abdomen Con99 then center, then upper Con99 and then continue this breath like a wave Con99 in a wave like fashion Con99 breath into and out in a deep slow fashion Con99 lower abdomen, middle, and upper chest... Con99 ok, resume normal deep breathing Con99 we will begin the clear light meditation Con99 (striking of the bell one time) Con99 ((Meg says this will be for 20 minutes)) Godd ..kev .. Exited. Con99 meg has rung the bell Con99 remain in corpse position as long as you like Con99 wehn you start to move Con99 wiggle your fingers and toes Con99 and come out slowly Con99 class will continue in silence for another 10 - 15 minutes Con99 ... Con99 (people are beginning to move about - but still in silence) Godd ..kev .. entered as a ..PLAYER Con99 (some folks are moving around, stretching, sitting still, etc. but all in silence) Con99 (some people are moving around the room very slowly) Con99 (folks are getting up now, and putting away their mats, and putting on their shoes) Con99 the bell rang - ending the exercise Con99 that completes the dream workshop with meg Con99 the next event that is scheduled will be the auction after open time and supper. Con99 we will reume uploading later... kev thanks bye Godd ..kev .. Exited. Con99 there has been a question asked Con99 "Where are we headed? with this exercise? Con99 meg is saying that during the dream cycle you go through the various stages of the bardos Con99 if you wake up in the morning you recall your dreams Con99 you will be in third stage Con99 described in the abd Con99 by waking up in the early stage Con99 trying to intercept in the clear light stage Con99 question: "What is the expereince of the Clear Light Stage?" Con99 no one will give you the answer of what it is you are experiencing Con99 you can work with it, and discover for yourself from doing the exercise Con99 (now, the group hs moved into a circle configuration Con99 (sitting in a circle with the singing bowls) Con99 teachinga method of prayer absolute Con99 learn to hold your bell Con99 you can do it holding the stand Con99 or in your hand directly Con99 a bell works the best if you make your hand as minimal size as possible Con99 when you ring the bell, ring as softly as possible Con99 ring with the steadiest, softest, most beautiful ring, light sound Con99 while we are ringing, Con99 we will work with our voice, our emotional center, Con99 ring as softly Con99 as you ring, make a sound Con99 use the sound ah Con99 aum Con99 make the sound Con99 bring that sound through your whole body Con99 make the sound trhough the trunk of your body Con99 you can direct it out of your heart chakra Con99 you can direct it from your moving cneter Con99 see it moving and spiral Con99 imagine them swirling upward Con99 and mentally recitating internally Con99 "I wish this to be used for the benefit of all beings everywhere") Con99 swirling this up with your sound Con99 all together with this prayer Con99 we'll start with the bells Con99 begin to ring Con99 take a deep breath Con99 everyone bring their sound in after a deep breath Con99 make the whole circle up Con99 in a clockwise motion up Con99 maintain the wishing, maintain your voice Con99 (starting of the ringing of the bells, and voices) Con99 you can close your eyes, and visualize this Con99 lets make a prayer for this convention Con99 listen to the body Con99 listen to your body sing Con99 make one sound and send that up Con99 (singing and bowl rining occuring) Con99 feel your body Con99 knwoing the method of invocation of presence Con99 invoke your presence now Con99 move the bells clockwise Con99 quietly keeping your voice and prayer going Con99 sned your prayer as high as you can Con99 wish your prayer to be received Con99 join your voices as one Con99 and see that prayer to be received Con99 and redouble your efforts to have the prayer received Con99 wish for that with all your heart Con99 draw the light into this room, Con99 see the light move into this room Con99 in this room, in this space, Con99 see the ligtht expanding Con99 see this room, this group exapdning Con99 bathed in the liught Con99 bathed in clear light Con99 together we are voyaging into the heart of the clear light Con99 you can close your eyes and see it Con99 fix your attention upon it Con99 draw down upon us Con99 draw us into its center Con99 send that wish to the heart of the absolute Con99 feel that we are one together now Con99 may this be used for the benefit of all beings everywhere Con99 open your eyes Con99 diffuse your vision Con99 keep your prayer and yoru voice going Con99 see it all at once Con99 have your vision see everything it can Con99 you are now looking at the face of god Con99 bring it closer Con99 its the fog Con99 f, o, g Con99 face of god Con99 bring yourself closer into it Con99 let yourself be brought closer into it Con99 sned energy around our circle Con99 go around the circle clockwise Con99 feel the energy come to you and send it around the circle clockwise Con99 around and around Con99 send up the prayer up through the spiral Con99 up through the group and upward Con99 put your attention on your bell Con99 don't let your attention lapse for a moment Con99 keep your thoughts on your prayer Con99 send it upward Con99 if it feels to you that it's time to move your bell Con99 then please do so, Con99 don't relax your singing or your prayers Con99 keep your diffused Con99 keep your vision rooted Con99 fixed, Con99 on the face of god Con99 see the face of god Con99 bring god towards you and move in and move towards and through god Con99 move in through it and beyond it Con99 keep the sound going Con99 keep the prayer going Con99 this may be your only chance in your entire lifetime Con99 to have this invocational power of this group Con99 give yourself this opportunity to feel yourself overflowing Con99 with the presence of god Con99 the felt presence of god Con99 which is us Con99 and for a moment Con99 perhaps for a moment Con99 we can do prayer absolute Con99 prayer absolute is to relieve Con99 even for a moment Con99 the eternal suffering of the absolute Con99 keep it going Con99 stepping through the door Con99 allow yourself to know completely Con99 to feel completely Con99 the presence Con99 keep your voice going, keep your prayer going Con99 feel the energy circling around and around Con99 now when it feels appropriate to you Con99 we are going to move into the next part Con99 when it feels appropriate Con99 get in touch with the body Con99 how it feels Con99 get in touch with your center Con99 your knowingness Con99 moving to the next exercise Con99 which is sensing moments of freedom Con99 keep it going Con99 just listen to my face Con99 going to use this opportunity Con99 to sense moments when the presence descends Con99 the presence decends upon us at random moments Con99 this involves you sensing Con99 as an individual cell of this body Con99 when you feel the precense Con99 of the your presence in the body Con99 then speak the words "I am Here" Con99 keep the energy here, circleing Con99 now, when it seems appropriate to you Con99 learn to feel, learn to sense Con99 with the new body that we have Con99 when you want to become silent and listen Con99 when you can sense the presence descend up0on you Con99 sense a moment of freedom Con99 when the machine drops away Con99 and your essential self is fully present Con99 and say, I Am here Con99 when you feel it is appropriate to stop ringing the bell you may stop Con99 Now, i will instruct you to invoke your presence Con99 one way to invoke your presence is to repeat inwardly Con99 I wish to invoke the presence of my presence into the present 3 times Con99 as you repeat to yourself 3 times, Con99 ... feel the presence descend upon you as a great light Con99 as a bell jar coming upon you Con99 having it come down over you Con99 as you do this say the invocation 3 times: Con99 i wish to invoke the presnce of my presence into the present Con99 say that 3 times, Con99 when you say i, feel i Con99 when you feel the presence, say I am Here Con99 (I am here) Con99 sense the organism, you are now traveling in a macrodimensional body through the void Con99 when you say i am here Con99 see it resonate through the entire body Con99 diffuse your vision Con99 open up your vision so that you can see all around Con99 up, down , all around, so that you are looking at a flat plane Con99 sensing, reach out through your sensing and feel the circle of our body Con99 when another voice speaks, hear it as your own Con99 this is your sensing Con99 open your interior as it where an open vessel Con99 as if it where an open, wide vast space Con99 hear the voice, "I am Here", Con99 we are now macrodimensional voyaging together Con99 this is what it is Con99 don't make any sudden moves Con99 we will bring it in for a landing soon Con99 look around with your macrodimensional eyes Con99 see where you are Con99 when you read about macrodimensional voyaging in mr gold's books Con99 this is what it is Con99 keep going Con99 we are all together Con99 we are going to bring our ship back Con99 into a safe landing Con99 thats good, quieting the voices Con99 let's set all toghther Con99 just sense this Con99 sit quietly Con99 and sense this and breathe Con99 we are going to come back to this space very gently Con99 back into grass valley Con99 back into convention site Con99 take as much time as we need to Con99 we are now transitioning Con99 remember to breath Con99 remember to relax Con99 and remember to use all our energy hre Con99 all our fiber of our being Con99 let the ripples pass thorugh Con99 and breath Con99 bring the atmosphere in Con99 and breath it out Con99 sounds will change Con99 all the space will chane Con99 rmember we are all still very connected Con99 remember your prayer Con99 i wish for this to be used for the benefit of all beings everywhere Con99 ok, slowly moving our organsims Con99 integrate your biological life form Con99 move yourself back into your own body Con99 so goodbye at the moment to the rest of your body Con99 wasn't that fun? Con99 the key is attention. Con99 the key is not making any sudden moves Con99 the key is all phenomenon is illusion Con99 the key is all your habits will carry you through Con99 thank your organic body Con99 for making it possible to work on your being Con99 make it possible to have the opportunity to become a worker in the work Con99 mr gold has written about useing the machine Con99 in the book, the Transformation of the Human biological Machine Con99 the Human Biological Machine as a Transformational Apparatus Con99 now, we will be having a meal Con99 now we can practise what we just heard. Con99 we will continue this transmission after supper. Con99 ... [ga] thank you everyone! Con99 adios for this time. We will resume later.
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