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gchat-99-day2 Host: con99, Orb: GCHAT, Started: 9/4/99 9:15:46 AM
gchat-99-day2 Beginning New Godd WebCam Chat Con99 Welcome to the attention power convention 99, day 2. Con99 The day opened with movements at 7:00am. Con99 The movements workshop was led by Menlo, with demonstrations by Tabby. Con99 each person contributed a movement to the circle. Con99 after the movements the convention particpants had breakfast and are beginning to gather now. We will begin transcription shortly. Godd ..Con99-1 .. entered as a ..PLAYER Godd ..Projector .. entered as a ..PLAYER Godd ..Con99-1 .., changed name to ..Con99-1 Godd ..Projector .., changed name to ..Con99-2 Con99 Everyone is now heading to a different part of the convention site for a Zen Basics session. Con99 hi folks, thi is tabby talking and Con99 i will be transcribing what's being said Con99 hi dick Con99-1 hi Con99 type something Con99-1 hi from this station Con99 howdy dick and jacob Godd ..Con99-2 .. entered as a ..PLAYER Con99-2 hello Con99-2 hello Con99 hello Con99-1 the zen basics session is over? Con99-2 howdy tabby and dick. Con99-2 howdy tabby and dick. Con99 comprende Con99 howdy jacob Godd ..Con99-2 .. Exited. Con99-1 comprende Con99 is there anyone out there? Con99 /Robbert is giving the group the Con99 opportunity to carry the energy during the transition Con99 from activity to activity... Con99 from space to space Con99 now david franco and claude needham are beginning the morning's talk Con99 presentation of information from ej which has been coming Con99 for the last month and a half Con99 this morning will be a series of notes taken from the talk with ej this morning Con99 there will be the oportnity for interactivity with these ideas Con99 one of the themes for the convention, seen on the tshirts is invention is the child of necessity Con99 think on that for the moment Con99 it's cute, it's fun and it's profound Con99 it started a few months ago Con99 with the question of motivating Con99 ej asked the question do we have the will to work Con99 he answered he doesn't, but he does have the method Con99 claude and david willpresent some of the methods Con99 toprovide will to work. Con99 many of us create alarm clocks Con99 we try and put something up that will help us wake up Con99 but we end up sleeping through our alarm clock; we hit the snooze button Con99 over and over Con99 the wish is there, the wish for it, the intention for work Con99 and that's what we can build on Con99 you thenhave a ledge to stand on Con99 ej knows how to invoke that necessity... Con99 the only way he know how is to dig a hole jump in and throw away the shovel. Con99 put yourself in a postion where your Con99 work is a natural reaction to that necessity Con99 there are various ways to doing this Con99 to have the work that is required to get out of the hole Con99 there are holes you can throw yourself into that do not serve your aim Con99 question from the audience Con99 i am an actor. does that count as an intensive practice for the day? Con99 who does more than two hours a day of practice? Con99 who works at a job at least 8 hours a day? Con99 so at least you're about 20 percent time of work and 80 percent your're investing in something else Con99 that's just the reality of it Con99 if your job is just a job you are investing all of that time just into a job Con99 that's not going to cover it Con99 ej is looking for 180 percent or more Con99 the 20 percent is not goig to cover it Con99 Istaking a leap of faith...it is your own effort Con99 it is your own moment Con99 faith has to be grown out of an intuition Con99 of the work that yo have Con99 it's finding pragmatic ways to leap forward Con99 to find ways to create a necessity such that it will pull us into a work life Con99 that is what we are discussing now here Con99 the phrase a work life in the sixteen hundreds in europe that would refer to a monastic life Con99 this is not 1600 in europe Con99 you have a notion what a work life is Con99 what is that? Con99 i doubt that something is isolation Con99 but as we arelearning to work Con99 we refer to it as the life after we learn to work Con99 not a little four by four cell Con99 your training should involve something that is not isolation, but where you are in contact with others Con99 just scan the pretext that you can be in contact with somebody Con99 a doctor, a lawyer, service person, plumber, salesperson Con99 guy directing traffic Con99 some of these modes are very restrictive, not much contact Con99 there are other modes that give you more leway because that is a work life Con99 a work life is not in a cell Con99 it is in contact Con99 so we're looking at transmittingsomething that ej layed out Con99 which is not inisolation but is in the context of the twentieth century north american culture Con99 something that you can do that is not in the leftover two hours after agrueling 80 percent job Con99 obviously that is not where we stand rght now Con99 it begins to sound lke we have to make a leap Con99 one of the ways that in this particular environment this would be a different talk Con99 this is what's happening today... Con99 a hole that you can throw yourself into is economical Con99 ej said that everyone of us here is capable of supporting 100 people Con99 forget all of the excuses why Con99 you can feel it, if you were put to the wall, you can do that Con99 that's a way to understnad that being in a hole Con99 applications of practical psychology Con99 the example of a used car salesperson Con99 they can applypsychology at that moment on their feet Con99 where you are in contact you actually then know there is someone out there that you can care for that you can do that Con99 when youre in isolation you can't know Con99 in a sense it invokes the heart Con99 which comes out ofnecessity Con99 that's an aelement you can work with at the same time Con99 where the lea of faith can stream from Con99 something that can become the basis of work Con99 the act of compassion can come in small ways in small units Con99 of a small steps where your work expresses absolute compassion Con99 those you find on your own and those you pass up as well Con99 charles runs a store and he has t rnning at all times Godd ..fabio .. entered as a ..PLAYER Con99 someone will ask what the price is fora book and charles will say the price of that book is 15 dollars and the woman will say i don't have 15 dollars Con99 so he can spend the extra time and work something out Con99 people come for different reasons to the store Con99 some will come because of the magnetic attraction of thework that you have done Con99 it's for where most of them have their attention and what they're up to Godd ..fabio .. Exited. Con99 key phrase: a spiritual b not interested in money is a spiritual being on the street. Con99 key phrase: get the courage to take the work plunge. Con99 key phrase: leap of faith: we are providing tols for you to jump off your own cliff. Con99 it's a small act of kindness that can have profound... Con99 effect Con99 maybe talking to a shopkeeper didn't mount to much, but thirty years later... Con99 that moment is pivotal in some way Con99 that wasn't just a regular shop keeper Con99 you are that shopkeeper Con99 that particular shopkeeper made that environment possible for that person to come in Con99 the big difficulty is the day to day grind to keep thatshop open Con99 ej and others run a full blown store on ebay Con99 some of the material are very pedestrian Con99 some of them are work tools Con99 now he has a list of about 50 people who conta ct him who are not part of this work, but they Con99 contact him through his store Con99 because he took the time to write out a complete email to them Con99 and because he made them feel welcome Con99 refers to team fortress/quake Con99 there's a couple hundred kids rnning around out there Con99 who play with gorebag Con99 he's a legend to them as aplayer Con99 such an incredible dude Con99 just from talking and helping them out Con99 taking the time to help them learn how to do the games Con99 the relationshp are established in the context of the game Con99 it's another context where you're on the street Con99 as long as you're in te walls of the organiation Con99 you're like a god Con99 you're like total masters of everything Con99 as soon as you step out on the street like a regular schmuck just like everybody else Con99 except yo're not handling it as well Con99 key phrase: you could be in the position to take care of 100 people just by doing what you do Con99 key phrase: there is no measure of success in spiritual work, it is the little acts of kindness that weigh against the feather in the end Con99 it's amazing what can happen with a few little words of kindness in the contrext of these games Con99 one of the things to consider about yoursel you also carry magnetic center Con99 many of those gifts you carry already Con99 you know that at the moment of completing that sale that is a moment of prsence Con99 you are in contact with that individual Con99 you put in the work you pjt in the time of it Con99 open yourself up to the universe Con99 key phrase: open yourself up to the universe. If you are a seeker after truth you willlectually seeking truth. Con99 key phrase: seeker at the triuth means you are there at the truth. Con99 there's a few other circumstances where others can interface...a bar, which is a very limited conrtext Con99 some kind of econimcal relationship Con99 talking to somebody about an item on ebay, a stranger, as an example Con99 i know the essential qualities about them Con99 hi, what's your sign doesn't make it Con99 the safest arena to deal with peole has to do with financial .. Con99 i am relaxed in a way Con99 now we're just there in the moment in the present and we don't all have to have the same barriers Con99 that's where it starts Con99 the person in that checkout counter isn'tthere in the present Con99 they're not with me Con99 so nothing can happen Con99 if you go into this transa ction with apreconceived notion, Con99 of what succes can be, how can you know Con99 how can you know what succes will mean? Con99 whatever we're taling about can't require that you know what a preconceived success will be Con99 this is the church of what's happening now Con99 now, it's the church of what's happening...now Con99 the idea of necessity and placing yourself in aposition of necessity to bring forth your work Con99 one of the phrases that ej said: he's looking for folks who are highly motivatedwho can do anything to bring about work transformation Con99 people came to the con for various reasons Con99 some quit their jobs to come here Con99 some people took time out from appointments. Con99 it is that reason that you came here that can be built on to attempt a way to put yourself in a position of necessity Con99 do you have any questions or comments? Godd ..eric .. entered as a ..PLAYER Con99 key phrase... Con99 looking for folks who are highly motivated to do Con99 anything to bring about work transformation Con99 it's a very clear statement of what's being asked for Con99 it's not being asked for, it is the situation Con99 it's just being acknowledged Con99 it's not like you go into a classroom and there's a teacher Con99 and you say Con99 is this enough, is that enough/ Con99 does this give you an a or d or whatever? Con99 ej is more of abusiness where Con99 he's standing on one side of a cliff Con99 and you walk up to him Con99 and say does it work if I only jump 8 feet Con99 and the cliff is 10 feet Con99 key phrase again: Con99 looking for folks who are highly motivated to do anything to bring about work transformation Con99 if you don't find a hole, meaning dig one Con99 so you dig the hole, youjump in and you throw the shovel away Con99 key phrse: the only "real" Con99 hole for this society is an economic hole, nothing else matters. The meditation is active not passive. Con99 YOU are a mother Theresa or you are not. A half hour meditation a day isnot it. Not working for the work. Yo need to be full time up to your elbows in it but keeping yourself clean. In the wor Con99 in the world, not of it. Con99 question -- he has a sense of his side of the cliff, hs some sense of the chasm, Con99 but he doesn't have a sense of the other side Con99 key phrase: no one has the wil to work, not ej not anyone. The only way he knows how is to dig a hole jump in and throw away the shovel. Con99 to get out of the proper hole, you must transform Con99 you can't dig the hole, then set the shovel down, go out and buy yo8self a ladder, throw the shovel away, and jump in the hole Con99 that's a safe hole, it doesn't cont. Con99 it's not a true hole Con99 not true necessity Con99 the more you know the less you have to carry Godd ..eric .. Exited. Con99 there's a multitude of traps along the way Con99 pride is definitely one of them [fabio] thnx Con99 maybe voluntary is working at a bingo game, so you have to learn to relate without being a phony Con99 so i put myself in that situation not because i wanted to learn that, but maybe i didn't want to see david do that alone Con99 your work buddies are going to talke to you about pride Con99 it's a pitfall on every path Con99 key phrase: this is the institute for the development of the harmonious human being. Must be harmonious to work, Con99 not necessarily in blaance but harmonious Con99 key phrse: we have the tools to share with you. You need get the courage to make the commitment. Con99 comment from the floor Con99 he pit has to be something that you don't want to wallow in Con99 at some point you have to stop wallwong Con99 and work to get yourself out of the pit Con99 Now we will be moving to a different section of the convention Con99 This will be with Jimmi Accard and David Christie Con99 is everyboyd exhuasted yet? Con99 Let's carry on. Con99 let's stretch for a second. Con99 people stand up and strtch for a bit Con99 do whatever you need to do. [fabio] thnx typewriter - is that tabby? Con99 this is pe now, Con99 that was tabby before Con99 we are getting ready to start again [fabio] hi pe Con99 please return to your seats now, comeon back, come on you little puppies Con99 we need hands for lunch count Con99 just about everybody [eric] hi pe i'm on the website, keep it rolling. Con99 looks like everybody Con99 thanks eric Con99 ron, jimi, and ron tristal on the stage Con99 ok, Con99 let's have a moment of silence Con99 and try to gather our attention Con99 for those who are doing that Con99 it's okay to allow all the others noices to come in Con99 just don't do it yourself Con99 let's try to gather our attention Con99 (still silent) Con99 that's getting pretty freaky Con99 ok, Con99 hat's good enough Con99 let's carry on Con99 whatever we were doing, Con99 talking about necessity, and um Con99 i brought ron up here Con99 i think most of you know ron tristal Con99 (people waving at him and saying hi ron) Con99 claude and david brought up some good points Con99 i'm from new york Con99 that's the show me state right Con99 don't laugh i'll kill Con99 one of them was about taking a risk Con99 one of them was about not knowing about whayt's on the other side Con99 i would like people to share whatever they want to Con99 one of the things i was reminded about Con99 you have to dig your own hole Con99 there are lots of wholes lying around Con99 but you have to make a whole for yourself Con99 the whole that makes the change for you is the way you make yorself Con99 if you face it, Con99 everyone is differen Con99 no one can tell youou are working or not Con99 (story that went too fast - ask jimmi later) Con99 you do have to dig your own hoel Con99 and getrid of that ladder, Con99 and the transformation that produces by you jumping into it Con99 it won't happen any other way Con99 you can't do it by soem other method Con99 all the prepartion in the world for find inf the right hole Con99 isn't doing it Con99 wha'ts the worse that can happen Con99 you may never get out Con99 (story) Con99 man in the graveyard, Con99 keeps falling down Con99 can't see anything,it's really dark Con99 all the sudden he hears a voice Con99 forget it i've trired Con99 and all of the sudden he's out Con99 he hears a voice in the middle of the night - it's ghosts or whatever, Con99 he's out of there. Con99 you don't really have to know anything, you dhouldn't be dishonest, you should care Con99 if you don't what you're talking about, Con99 at the end of the lifetime, you are going to loose all the knowldege that you accumulate at this liftime Con99 you will loose all the experience Con99 and what is left is you Con99 your essential self Con99 your attention and presence Con99 the work that we're talking about Con99 is the work that will provide this transformation Con99 the hole is so it is provided by reflex Con99 because this is not something that can be provided by work alone Con99 the machine will not provide it Con99 it will foolu you when you are working, when you are not Con99 we used to have a question, Con99 in a study group context: Con99 the question is what is this work, Con99 there is the work ideas Con99 and in a way you could say the work is what you do with the ideas Con99 i need to get a job that forces me on the stage Con99 because the humiliation on the stage Con99 forces me to learn Con99 to find a situation that getms in Con99 where not making it are worce Con99 there is a surrender required to reseice any transmission Con99 there is nobody here that wants you to do anything Con99 you won'tget the transmission unless you surrender Con99 and you may surrender to the wrong thing Con99 but hey you can leanr from that Con99 you are responsible for your own trip Con99 so at the end of your lifetime, you are going by yourself Con99 the only thing you are going to take with you Con99 is attention and presence Con99 questions from the group Con99 i think you spend a lot of time so we know wha't on the other side Con99 so anything that is new or expected, Con99 so the idea of going to seomthing myseterious Con99 that we don't know about is bad Con99 or at least becomeing dissatisfied with the lifetime that you are living Con99 you know that you are supposed to do something Con99 or you have that bit of conscience Con99 something is bad going to happend if i don't do that thing Con99 i don't remember what it is Con99 so how can i get out of this mood Con99 and how can i make this change Con99 ej gave a talk about in search of the orindary Con99 a take off on the ouspensky Con99 basically - do something Con99 don't wait until you know Con99 you can't know Con99 if that is a requriment before you jump Con99 then you will never jump Con99 you will just stay where you are. Con99 question: you realize that all you have is your presence and your attention Con99 that is the part Con99 i understand that is what is supposed to be used with all of the life Con99 that is the part that is scaring, Con99 because we don't know, we work toegether Con99 we work interdependent Con99 it seems to demand being alone Con99 i think that the attention and presence part mean to be alone Con99 is that true? Con99 i think that is a little off the track Con99 this is one of the big fears Con99 we are alonge Con99 we are alone Con99 we are talking about the tools of increasing the necessity to do that Con99 to practise the attention Con99 presence is your tool Con99 no one can make your presence for you. Con99 if you want to dig into that line Con99 what is scarey about that? Con99 for me, i have attachments that are not with presence and attention Con99 those attachments are fase Con99 false Con99 when i drop those, i have to discrn what are the true and real relationships with others Con99 so what is is that we are all doing together? Con99 everybody came here to do the same thing together. Con99 why do we need to learn it? Con99 i don't think we would even choose it if we didn't have to do it Con99 people who have run study circle Con99 to me the ideas are if you meditate by yourself Con99 you can go off and meditate in the desert along Con99 but if you can't maintain that in the street fair Con99 and in an argument with your spouse and so on Con99 we can sit around and read ej's books Con99 and then get into a good space Con99 then we say let's do a project together Con99 we got frustrated and angry Con99 with each other in the street fair booth Con99 how long can you maintain it in the world Con99 it's the feedback Con99 what is it for? Con99 it's lke having to but no job. Con99 you can do a lot of things without attention and rpesence Con99 but why? Con99 one of the things that one of the reasons that the machine is so hard to disarm Con99 so that presence and attention can have a place for a while Con99 is that it has the fear that you will make it do that forever Con99 there are 2 kinds of attention Con99 we are talking about provoking the being attention Con99 the being attention is what we are talking about Con99 whichever one is stronger Con99 my habits will carry me through Con99 necissity is the thing that will force that Con99 nature will just let you go through life Con99 unless you are disatisfied Con99 or unless you are scared Con99 so weused to have this question Con99 how do i put myself in the position Con99 where my personal transformation is a necessiaty for the work Con99 the reality of the wquestion for me Con99 came from the knwoing that is a question to ask Con99 it came from fear Con99 at 25 i had the experience where i realized i was going to die Con99 that original motivator Con99 was fear of death Con99 what you have there is fuel Con99 you have something that you can work with Con99 why would you take that big risk Con99 if you don't have to? Con99 things will continue going on the way they are Con99 if you don't take that risk Con99 you have the reason to take a step Con99 now, do you have enough experience to know Con99 what will happen if you don't do something. Con99 what the something is, you'll have to find Con99 in the play, Con99 either that or another trip to the matterhorn Con99 psychedelics is a sudden blast of reality Con99 not full reality, because it's a drug Con99 you are seeing the wakingstate Con99 but it is filtered Con99 if you know that is where you are going Con99 why not prepare now Con99 if it's raining you don't want togo out and fixt the roof Con99 and when it stops raining you don't want to go out there Con99 it is the opportunity to change yourself Con99 so the next time it isn't the same Con99 if you want to do something about that Con99 since you know that you have to go Con99 after you accept that you are, Con99 you can do something after you have accepted that.t Con99 share from the floor Con99 didn't understand what the people where saying Con99 didn't have the understanding Con99 as soon as learning english Con99 i understand what the words mean Con99 i feel more responsibility Con99 something that happened to me as a kid Con99 i heard a song very strongly Con99 i wrote the song in spanish Con99 my surprise was Con99 after i hear the song in english Con99 the words fit exactly Con99 we are talking about the same thing Con99 we don't know what it is Con99 it doesn't have to be in the beginning understanding Con99 the context will change Con99 but the content won't change Con99 even if it isn't a conscious aim Con99 if i don't do this, Con99 there is a consequence Con99 until that shock happens in your life Con99 i'm getting myself stuck into devloved into something worse Con99 this morning in the movemnets workshop Con99 i thought it was really cool how menlo did it Con99 we are each making the offer Con99 to the circle Con99 so that the embassament of not doing it Con99 was worse than not doing it Con99 once you have agreed to it Con99 the personal pain of not doing it Con99 is worse than not doing it Con99 part of group work is to have the opporutnity Con99 to build those muschles Con99 of obligation and responsibility Con99 obligation is te key word there Con99 picking up on what dilcia said Con99 if the idea works Con99 you can check it out in ordinary life Con99 as above so below Con99 you have to learn english Con99 you are forced to leanr it because you need it Con99 many personal experiences of forcing ourselves into necessity Con99 if your aim is to become a doctor Con99 you force yourself thorugh medical schol Con99 in the case of learning a language Con99 you are forced to put your attention out Con99 and learn what you know Con99 you choose to jump into Con99 because you make an educated guess Con99 that it will create the right necessity Con99 jimmi and i have a small one now Con99 we have an online workshop every week Con99 Luz: what's going to happen is thta we are going to jump into the same crazy hole Con99 you create a hole we are others can alos jump in Con99 it's al la trap Con99 you'll just have to be there Con99 talking about a regular jog Con99 what about who you really are? Con99 that should be more importatn Con99 if you know that you can do an 8 hour job Con99 and you do it because your survival depends on it Con99 and if you know for sure that your being needs work Con99 for survival, then you would make your real life on your being Con99 you would make that Con99 you want to trap yourself into doing that Con99 make that more important than going to a job Con99 you can't leave holes, Con99 you have to not leave you an out Con99 you take that risk Con99 you risk your whole life Con99 you bet on whatever you put your attention on Con99 question: how can i make that current hole one which is one of necesity Con99 looking at your current daily work and becoming passionate for others Con99 how can this group work in that way, or look at your current hole you are in Con99 is it producing transformation Con99 only you can answer that Con99 se - read a poem Con99 this poem was written by an american lady Con99 don't know her name Con99 autobiography in 5 short chapters Con99 i walk down the street Con99 there is a deep hole Con99 i fall in Con99 (typing whole poem in) Con99 i walk down the street Con99 there is a deep hole in the sidewalk Con99 i fall in Con99 i am lost Con99 i am hopeless Con99 it isn't my fault Con99 it takes forever to find a way out Con99 i wlk down the same street Con99 there is a deep hole in the sidewalk Con99 i pretend i don't see it Con99 i fall in again Con99 i can't believe im in the same place Con99 but, it isn't my fault Con99 it still takes a long time to get out Con99 i walk down the same street Con99 there is a deep hole in the sidewalk Con99 i see it is there Con99 there is a deep hole in the sidewalk Con99 i see it is there Con99 i still fall in - it's a havit Con99 my eyes are open Con99 i know where i am Con99 it is my fault Con99 i get out immediately Con99 i walk down the same street Con99 theres a deep hole in the sidewalk Con99 i walk around it Con99 i walk down another street Con99 end of poem Con99 in answer to the question my work necessity for personal transformation Con99 take it on as a project Con99 give a specific ex. Mick - personal aversion to physical ex. Con99 said up internet group to do set of ex. 2 times a day with group Con99 make ex. a personal part of my day Con99 took on leading a study group in new york Con99 so every week we had to meet at my place for a meeting Con99 i had to be there, had to provide space for that Con99 time to time publish books, copublish Con99 human biological machine Con99 maybe i don't do it a consistent amount of times, Con99 take on some of the art work, Con99 selling it , buying it Con99 some little bit of information is getting out Con99 in some sense nothing mystical about it Con99 plenty of things to do, Con99 in doing reading for someone you are doing the reading for yourself Con99 all that is the way of using the time we have here Con99 to be involved with the transformational work Con99 mr. gold has often spoken Con99 we hope to find a way to maximize Con99 to get the most out of the time w have here Con99 della speaking Con99 there are many ways, one key ingredient Con99 as in baking a turkey for thanksgiving dinner Con99 if you put in the oven at 35 degrees Con99 it will never cook Con99 the temperature has to be at a certain point Con99 to have the effect we want Con99 so we are on the clock, the temperature Con99 must be turned up to the point that works. Con99 (della)-we have a movie list in conv packet Con99 l. said add a movie she liked Con99 EJ said why do you like that movie? Con99 she said because it makes me feel good etc. Con99 EJ said no no no, that is NOT what Con99 we are looking for,but a movie Con99 that helps you to work, do this work Con99 not feel good, be entertained, be warm and happy... Con99 Jimmi--Not to say we mean be awake all the time Con99 but there is need for something different Con99 for finding the work, necessity for this work Con99 in your life. Con99 You can't know what it is before Con99 but you'll jump in anyway... Con99 you might die... but you'll die anyway. Con99 "If it's not necessary, you won't do it." Con99 Who disagrees? Con99 Lloyd C.--Maybe I have an affinity Con99 for a being that is unseen Con99 and I want to serve it Con99 sacrifice and serve... Con99 not from necessity and fear--just another possibility. Con99 Jimmi--I am assuming that people feel a need Con99 for transformation, and the trans. will not be Con99 produced without the necessity for that transformation. [eric] pat, can i send this url to my mailing list for people to tune in if they wish or is this semi-private? Con99 Like the performer: no amount of preparation Con99 will prepare me for being on stage. Con99 Have to do the performance. Con99 Lloyd--speaking of further possibilities. Con99 If i'm not going to make it Con99 i will come aroound again, many lifetimes Con99 may be required.... Con99 Jimmi--I came to the workshop Con99 yesterday, used the bathroom 2 times Con99 the door slammed.... Con99 today, i used the bathroom and the door didn't slam Con99 so that is part of my attention work today, just for me.... Con99 Closing for lunch break, questions Con99 to be handled during the break.... Con99 Addition for AM session: Con99 While poem was being typed in, Con99 ron tristal from NY spoke on stage Con99 saying that he had a friend in NY Con99 who gave a cooking class and dragged Ron along Con99 she eventually told him that she hated Con99 to give this cooking class Con99 so he asked, why do you give it? Con99 SHe said, it is important and she needs to give it. Con99 but the only way she can get herself Con99 togive this class is to know that Con99 8 people are telling her they will be there. Con99 So Ron feels that she is applying a work idea Con99 in her life. Con99 ron also told one story Con99 about a study circle activity in ny Con99 when they went out on the street Con99 with a movie camera and asked people Con99 serious life questions like: Con99 Why are you here? Con99 Some people walked away Con99 some said, I'm shopping. or some such Con99 but some people confronted the question Con99 seriously and talked about dreams Con99 and about their lives Con99 and the group made a one hour film Con99 from this material. Con99 The online upload from Convention 99 Con99 will be closed now for approximately one hour Con99 and we will resume again after lunch. Godd End of Chat.
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